I plan to start a commercial list. I can't afford much. It will be only one or two malings per day going out to subscribers. It will be thing that I write. Can someone help me find a cheap place to get one. Here's my into work up for it at present. The fee would be $20 per year. I don't expect it to be a big list. I just wnat to try and help folks deal with mental problems. The Professional Mental Patient the Journal of Thinker a manic/depressant and mental patient! Introduction: I am no scholar, I have a GED but I never really finished the ninth grade, because of that I have no fancy words or writing ability. What I write comes from my heart based on the suffering and pain I have gone through in my own personal life. I have no magic cures for you, we each have to find our own paths in life. I will share my life with you as best I remember it all. As I go I will point out personal revelations I have had about my life. These personal revelations may at times sound like possible answers for you, they are not meant that way. They are meant to make you think and dig deeper into your own life. If you feel they relate please dig deeper, your situation is your own unique situation. There may be more to your problem than one fleeting thought you get as a result of reading my personal revelations. Please take heed, I am a person that suffers a lot because of MENTAL ILLNESS! What you read may be sound advice but consider the source. I am no therapist, I am no Christian leader. I am human and suffering, the same as you. I just wish to share what I have suffered so perhaps someone else can feel a strong need to get help and search for their own answers. If I am doing it, so can you. I just wish to inspire you to try harder when things get tough.