One option available to you is to run your own copy of LISTSERV. You
can even get a free evaluation copy via anonymous FTP. Since LISTSERV
runs on a variety of UNIX platforms including non-commercial systems
like Linux, that could be a reasonable option. If you'd like more
information please let me know (or drop a note to <[log in to unmask]>).
If you want to get a copy of the package instead of chatting, :) you'll
find it on Internet hosts RISC.UA.EDU, FTP.SPC.COM and SEGATE.SUNET.SE.
In all cases, after logging in as "anonymous" look in the "listserv"
directory.
-jj